ellenbanana

Am I?

2009-10-13T23:35:00.003+07:00

You are Red Panther.

Who has pure and gentle atmosphere. You tend to give a vulnerable impression, and have a fairy like mischievousness. You can be temperamental and little bit selfish. You may be unable to find the objective of your life, and may take a long way round in finding it. Your attraction is the way in which you do not deceive your heart, and act accordingly to your feeling. If you try to handle many things at once, you will break up that energy, and therefore, you should stick to doing one thing at a time. If you can control yourself, then doing something adventurous is not a problem. You are passionate person. You have very high ideals, and this make you not see the reality. You tend to become a dreamy sort of person. You dislike being restricted, and try to carry out your life with natural sense of your own instinct, that including your likes and dislikes. You possess strong beliefs, and are very intelligent and hard working person. But when you lose interest, everything stops half way through, and nothing is accomplished. You should make yourself clear between ideals and reality. You are too smart enough to be satisfied with ordinary housework. You prefer to lead life free of responsibility. Nevertheless you will be obsessed with your children's education.

If your birthday is on the 9th day of the month.

You often have problem in promoting yourself, just because you don't know how to express your true self. On the other hand, you don't really care what they think. This is why people misunderstand you until they really get a chance to learn about your pleasant personality. Opposite sex find you mysterious and worth searching. Your wit is remarkable but sometimes you are too fast to follow.

Your Love.

You won't reveal your feeling even after dreaming about the same guy over and over. Your first love lasts forever. You are responsible to the feeling of your lover. The chance to betray your lover is none. You have luck with children.

How To Date a Pisces Male

If you are dating a Pisces male, it will be up to you to decide where to go, what to do, whose car to take. He likes music, alcohol, and strong-willed women. He will do whatever you want. He has an extremely creative side, which takes precedence over his mundane duties of the everyday work world. He could be happy being supported by you, because he would surrender all of himself to you and your causes. Pisces males are romantic, and hate to make decisions. He does not want to displease you in any way. He donates to every solicitor knocking at the door. Pisces males are not normally good money managers, therefore, you get to do this. He won't mind. He would give you every paycheck. He loves you when you are dreamy and romantic, with the candles lit and soft music. He will cook for you. He dresses nicely and won't embarrass you in public. If you want to marry this man, just take him home. He's yours. Pisces males can't bear divorce. Marriage-minded they are, so Pisces males function best with a partner.

Parents and teens

2009-10-13T23:31:00.001+07:00

Conflicts between parents and teenagers are common, mainly because parents make assumptions about their teens that often do not prove true. Usually, when their teenagers have wild friends, parents immediately think that their teenager will act the same way. This assumption, though, doesn’t prove true. Of course, there are some teens whose are easily influenced by their friends, but there are many teens whose follow their parents’ guidelines and rules no matter what their friends do. Secondly, parents usually have problems with teens’ appearance. They think that there is a connection between the outfit and hairstyles that teens wear and the way these teens behave. Again, this assumption doesn’t prove true. There are many fine teenagers who have pink hair and who dress like rock stars. Parents may assume that they have all the answers to teens’ problems and that they know exactly what teens are going through because they were teenagers once. But this assumption also doesn’t always prove true. Parents forget that each generation of teenagers has different problems. Parents make these assumptions about their teens because they love them, care about them and worry about them. And teens give their parents plenty of things to worry about! But if these assumptions don’t help either, then what can? Parents and teens need to communicate better each other. Instead of shouting at their teens when they are worried about them, parents need to be open, accepting, and understanding. Teens, on the other hand, should not be afraid to talk to their parents. They need to approach their parents as the loving, caring people they are. After all, recent surveys indicate that many parents today are understanding, accepting, and yes even cool!

The summer

2009-09-23T11:29:00.010+07:00

The summer I turned 17 and my whole life went spinning off into a whole new orbit. Met a stranger, dated, and surprisingly he is now my boyfriend. It's kind of a pretty cool thing to do anytime of the year. You know that feeling, while you're waiting by the phone, and then you hear the most beautiful words in every language.

Ever since I was in 12th grade, I don’t really think I got much of a future now. Get married, work some 9-to-5 shit job, then several years off...........just die? Pretty suck thing to do. I want something different, well everyone, I might add. I want to be like my mom. She is a boss-a very humble boss- a hard worker woman, yet a lovely mother. She always treats all of her workers well, like they are all her friends. I'm so proud of her.

I was going through some of the folders on my laptop, trying to organize things a bit then I found several photos of mine. Here they are.

half past four

2009-06-25T04:38:00.012+07:00

I glanced at the clock and I just realized that it has already half past four in the morning. There is something bothering me so that I haven’t slept yet but fortunately my friend, Reza did either, he sort of got a little insomnia tonight. He called me then, and had a little conversation for a while.

There are so many things I’d really love to tell about things that happened toward me.

First of all, I’d love to tell about my birthday. I think those following pictures tell a lot about what happened on that day. Fenny (as my lovely twin) with Ardi, Vian, Aga and surprisingly-Arga came over to my house and threw some of awful stuffs to my face (oh come on, I terribly hate ketchup) It was so sweet of them. Glad to know that they care about me. That’s why I do really love them.

Secondly, it’s about my experience the very first time I went to a club. I'm seventeen and it's legal for me. I'm actually curious a lot about that place. Like what people do inside that noisy spot? What makes them hilarious being in a stuffy spot? Eirine and Elsha invited me once. I said that I’d really love to go with them. Even Vian, Ardi and Fenny didn’t allow me actually. They didn’t want me turn out to be wild, get drunk, smoking, and any other worry excuses. We went to Only One and surprisingly met Meidinda and both of her friends, Kiki and Cindy there. That Dj Winky-what a man!-was the special Dj that night. We had so much fun, anyway.

I and all of my classmates had a farewell party with Pak Numan whom is our ex-PE teacher a couple of weeks ago. We are all gonna miss you sir :) And welcome Pak Iwan as our new PE teacher.

Both of my dearest friends, who are Fenny and Vian, have a new boyfriend and girlfriend. Fenny now has Sunny as her boyfriend, and Vian with Sere. Congratulation for you guys :) How about my turn? Actually, I’m still waiting for the right guy.

Can't wait holiday

2009-06-08T20:58:00.003+07:00

Oh holiday I'm coming......................

barokah, markonah, maimunah hahaha

2009-05-30T22:32:00.005+07:00

Let me tell what just happened to us tonight, and that tittle, i just don't know what to write, therefore i wrote those funny names that we talked about (Sorry if yours one of them, no hard feelings please)

i looked horrible and pale wtf

this word is bla bla.....af hahaha

we shouted.......hem between fenny or biji hahaha i forgot.

vian smoked a lot

What a Saturday! Vian, Ardi and me, guess what! We studied at pim. But Fenny didn't join with us, even we've already invited her. We ate, chatted, jokes, made fun each other, met ex-senior, met Arief, laughed, took words photos (We shouted some words and portrait it at the same time and you know what kind of words? Yes dirty some hahaha) looked at tons of strangers there and tried to do what they did. Went to kansup, and Vian's time! Ardi just get a bit uncomfortable with the situation (everybody smoked, smelled like hell, lots of perfect strangers and perfectly hot argh!), did math exercise (yes i brought the paper, the pencil also), read civic notes and have tried to memorized them all.

Sort of ordinary Sat but we were happy and that all killed my little-bit-unsure. I and Vian totally sick of being single ck. He smoked a lot. Ardi was busy with his blackberry and couldn't stop messaging with Elisa, his girlfriend. And me, just kept busy daydream hihi. Well I have to go to bed, gotta go to church tomorrow morning hem -_-

need a doctor

2009-05-30T08:19:00.005+07:00

Gee, what a day! final exam will be happening on next Monday, consequently everyone is totally busy to prepare everything. And I'm still having my homeworks done. well i am a little bit frightened about those fucking exams but i have to struggle and of course, pray a lot. I practice math as well as i can, as hard as i can. Hopefully all of my classmates will be up to the next grade amen.

I don't know how to tell my-little-bit-unsure. None of my friends understand how this feeling because they don't feel the same. You know, it is so scary to know your scores aren't good and some of my teachers said like "some of you can't be pass this grade". Oh gosh, everytime i hear that F-ing words, i could feel the hairs rise on the back of my neck. And everytime i try to tell anyone, they just easily say "oh come on, calm down, it's impossible if you don't pass this grade bla bla bla". It still doesn't work. However, i still expect to pass this grade. Arrrrr this is really stressing me out jhFHJASDBSAJBJHgdu&^$%$$#&%

donkeys

2009-05-20T22:49:00.005+07:00

Today Peter and I just didn't know what to do. We ain't got nothing to play. And we just really boreeeed. I've begged Peter to accompany me to mall and buy some clothes but he completely rejected it. He prefers staying at home to going to mall. What a boring-boy!

Then I took my laptop and I got an idea to make a funny video to show to Nyosch. Because I know, he needs something amusing there. He told me that, his friend from German has left and that's horrible for him. Nyosch told me a secret between that Germany girl and himself hahaha he has never been that silly before. Therefore, i told him"you're in love, my brother" (oops) Well I've seen that girl, she is very beautiful and seems nice. How poor are you, cowboy!

I know it's really embarassing yet fascinating hahahahaha. Well, sorry Pete, I can't help myself not to publish this video hahahaha I really owe him an apology (he'llbreak my leg) Furthermore, I hope that one will works on you Nyosch! Cheer up! And just get on with any other beautiful girls. And Pete, I love you hahahaha

Rainbow

2009-05-16T08:01:00.001+07:00

Last Wednesday I saw a rainbow. Oh-my-gosh it was really cute. Rainbow always makes me wonder how could it be? Yes it’s still a magical thing for me even there is a lot of explanations about rainbow. When mom took me to school, it has rained so the weather was a middle cold and when I was looking out of the sky, I just screamed “That’s a rainbooooow!” mom and Pete were shocked and they got mad at me hahaha. I couldn’t take my eyes away from that exclusive magical rainbow. Everybody knows it hardly comes.

How can I describe a rainbow? The blending cloud and sky, the softly faded essential red, blue, pink, green, purple, yellow. Uwaw unbelievable! It was like a cotton candy and I really want to eat it. Unfortunately I didn’t take the picture hem.

Pete and Ellen

2009-05-15T22:48:00.004+07:00

Me and Peter were stressed because we are deeply missing our lovely cowboy, Nyosch. If you read this, please back home sooooooon. We are terribly miss you brother :) And don't forget to bring more Obama masks, grandpa took ours -_- (how cruel) and yeah we have tons of major gossips.

messy

2009-05-15T21:58:00.011+07:00

Ugh, I got a bunch of stuff going on, some things I gotta do, assignments pending, bad scores at all of my chemical exams. everything got worse since.....I don't even know since when but it just horrible. I think I’m just weird, messy and it’s a bad combination. Actually I really scare about the final exam because I have never got anything right to science lessons, it's a bomb for me. I never want to be a doctor, scientist, professor, or any other kind of that sucking job. I don't even have taste in science. Well, my parents do! A few days ago, I said to my self "okay enough, that's all! Those entire chemical exams extremely drive me crazy! And I gotta do something, yes study hard. That's the only one way to solve my problem. I have to trough this all"

That entirely true. I have to pass this eleventh grade anyway, I don't want disappointing mom, I don't want embarrassing myself. And now I'm in my progress before my this late sober, I've never been study. All I do is play play and play, skip the class, sleep in the class, I was such an idiot. In chemical class, I always try to get the lesson as well as I could, I try not to yawning, chat with my friends, or cheat in exams. God, i really want to pass this 52.600 minutes in eleventh grade successfully amen.

And from now on, i will :

Organizing.......anything, even the smallest thing. I'll write it on a paper or I could write it in my cell phone.

Throw all of the laziness feeling. Like shout out loud to my self "Ellen come on, get up get up and finish those bull-whore-assignments"

No more coffee, I think that stuff makes me feel like an owl, spend hours to do useless things at the middle of night.

Do every assignments and homeworks as soon as I can, no more pausing them.

I will try to be on time at any sort of things.

Study harder!

Then surely I will get better at school or in my daily activities. There is some words that make me stronger :

happy birthday carissa

2009-05-10T02:29:00.006+07:00

i attended carissa's birthday party about two weeks ago.i actually didn't want to come but mommy forced me. So i bought the present and finally came to her birthday. carissa looked fabulous that night. she has fuckin hot skinny body and her dress was cute, really :)

the party was fun. well, there was a band from that restaurant and after we had the meals, they sang a song "ular berbisa" by hello band, i and nita easily dance and followed them to sing and suddenly (i don't have a clue why they did this) they sang "menunggumu"or......hem something tacky tittle by ridho roma hahahahah it was damn funny to hear that kind of song. Dangdut is sooooo one thousand and six something.......isn't it?but dangdut is still the music of my country (yeaaa!)

and uh-huh it was cool to met niken and indira again, it's been a while that i haven't met them. especially niken i miss her a lot. she always be my frienemy i mean sometimes friend sometimes enemy :P

ordinary saturday

2009-04-20T09:28:00.007+07:00

I had last Saturday night at Senayan City with my friends and we like fooled around. we turned on ST 12 songs on Aga's car, sang out loud and that was ridiculous. but you know i really had been stressing in school those days. i got in trouble for the most random things. which, by the way are the projects, the homework and the other shittier jobs from my teacher. and keep me pretty busy.so i really need refreshing day. And as always, Saturday night works. then we barely wanted to back home and surprisingly we met musa and icam when they talked with the people that we've both known well too, ah how small is this planet! so after we had an eenie minie conversation we moved to burger king and met dimsath, alif and friend, and bla bla bla.

we went to, ah somewhere, i forget but it's already close so we decided to go to Starbucks. so after that, we back home. in icam's car, musa kinda turned on a Spanish song, icam and musa easily did a very bad ass vibrating dance hahaha. i didn't even know what exactly they do bzzt. you know, they were so funny yet loving. how lucky to have them as my friends.

the runner up :)

2009-03-28T23:22:00.003+07:00

Well, we are the runner up, yeah it’s kinda completely magical!

And thanks a heap for kak nungky-as our best mommy in dance :)

Ah ya, we finally agreed to use DOMINATION (which means DANCE OEL IN ACTION) as our name!

If you wonder which one is me, that one with the red circle he he pretty sexy, eh? ;P

bye

2009-03-16T21:20:00.008+07:00

BYE JERK
BYE CHEESE TO MY MACARONI
BYE BANANA
BYE CUTE BOY
BYE BYE BYE BYE

thanks for everything :)
thanks for being my happiness even for a while
even it's the hardest thing but i really will wipe all of these sucking-tears and you'll never see me cry
i wish everything would be better
i know time cures

poppy the birthday girl

2009-03-15T19:54:00.010+07:00

last night i attended poppy's birthday celebration. her birthday is actually on March, 9Th. but she celebrated it last night. the ordinary party was fun, there were a lot of ricci senior high's guys. we played "truth or dare" yeah kinda silly game. both of my friends did very, very embarrassing challenges hahaha

i couldnt upload the videos, it takes a loooooooong time :(

anyway i ate a cheese burger, french fries and coke hahaha they really made me blew up like a balloon ha wtf, i don't even care anymore about those bullshit diet!

hey, i met arga (wich is my ex) there. he came to pim to meet me. haaa i miss him a lot, i swear. then i hug him twice tightly. i shared him about my sucking-love life and he laughed me err but he said he was jealous because i told him about my crush hahaha silly arga :)

and after the party was over, me anggy fenny inge momo mosa meyer have to waited the car. so we decided to move to pim 2 and continued our idiot game hahaha we were crazy freak-out. what a night!

anggy fenny inge ellen momo mosa meyer

so i really cant wait my turn, i mean my birthday. because me and some of my friends have the same month so we plan to mix it. a very brilliant idea, isn't it? hahaha

and poppy.....................

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY

WISH YOU AAAAALL THE BEST MUAH :)

vian the birthday man

2009-03-12T21:38:00.005+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIAN :)

I ALWAYS WISH YOU AAAAALL THE BEST MY BOY!

taraaaaaa!

thanks for the kwetiau goreng!

our tiny-bitty party hihihi

baby frog

2009-03-09T14:01:00.005+07:00

well i'm thinking a slice of me. funny (it's actually silly) and idiot and certainly a little nuts (but adorable doing it) and bla bla bla. both of this pictures would prove it.

hey you guys, do you know what do i look like?

have you ever seen the real cookie monster, it supposed to be ME! ARRRRRR!

nyunyunyuuu (babyfrog)

those ridiculous pictures were taken because of this boredom-day. i was slept on 3 AM last night then when i woke up, it's already 13:00 PM and i got my head spinning all day long.

and i have drank three glasses of coffee (which i know that stuff doesnt really good for health) so i decided to bounce to mc donnalds with my brother to buy coffee crunch (like avril lavigne said, the best damn thing) but he refused it because he wanted to play soccer with some of his silly kidos. what a super-annoying brother!

glambition

2009-03-09T13:48:00.004+07:00

jessica, voro, olive, sisca, herrin, dona, me, inge, dessy

so this is our pre-show-costume hahaha i still couldn't get our newest pictures. yeah they are still in peter. phew!

and by the way, we are still got no idea for our name, what do you think about GLAMBITION? isn't it cool? i got that name when i watched The Clique and it really inspired me. GLAMBITION yells glamorous and full of ambition hihihi

e-l-l-e-n

2009-03-09T11:52:00.007+07:00

my name is really, ellen

that is all i am, I used to pride myself on being strong minded and not being some stupid girl that obsessed with the way they look.
I felt like it didnt matter if I was a bit chubby because im not a model.
After the jump, lets having a chili cheese dog and saying "Fuck you" to skinny.

jogja i miss you

2009-03-09T11:09:00.020+07:00

About a couple of weeks ago I went to Jogja. It was incredibly a huge experience for me and I might add, for all. We learned to survive even in the most difficult phase in our life. First of all, I’d love to tell the trip. We spent fourteen hours in the bus. I sat next to Vian at the back row surrounded by lots of funny schoolmates. They teased each other along the trip and made lots of dirty jokes. We also took so many idiot candid photos. Here they are. I lived with a family that consists of a father and a son. They are Mr. Daniel and his son, Mas Dani. Mr. Daniel is such a very hard worker father, even his wife and his daughter passed away because of the earthquake that occurred in Jogja a few years ago. I do really adore him. Yeah figure of a father that I’ve never got from my dad. As I lived there, he never let me did the household chores whereas he has no maid or someone to help them. He is a teacher, anyway. He has to wake up at three in the morning everyday to work, because his office rather far away from his house. I have never been up that early. Once he told me and both my friends-Tanti and Fedeka-that he never regretted what had happened to his family. I do really adore how they trough those problems with patience. Moreover, Jogja is such a wonderful land. If you visit Jogja (especially Bantul, I bet you will regret all of the Global Warming things) Before we got back to Jakarta there was a rumor that really terrified us. Suddenly a lot of students got sick at the same time. Then our teachers cried stressfully, because we are all their dependability. The rumor said that if we got back home, there would be an accident. It made almost all of the students mostly the girls howled each other. But Mr. Ben, our courageous historical teacher, he reassured us that everything was fine. After a few hours, we got onto the bus and back to school J It proved true, everything was getting better and we were all fine.

mie singkong nyammm

bus B dong

the trip i spent around 14 hours with vian errrm my room's roof my room :)

mas wahyu and mas andy

adit is smoking in the bus, wtf
church in Jogja
taman pintar time
my second family, mas dani and mr daniel
onthel :)
malioboro
roomates
vian ardi

willy, rama, me, ardi, adit, am, poppy

mommy

2009-03-09T01:06:00.002+07:00

if my heart had a face it would be smiling

weirdness

2009-03-09T00:06:00.005+07:00

i guess you could say im falling in love.
i dont know what it is about me.
i dont think he should just be randomly fooling around with girls.
it was a blur, surreal blur.

emoy the birthday boy

2009-03-08T23:56:00.003+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMOY, WISH YOU ALL THE BEST :)

nb : thanks for last saturday

the start

2009-02-23T23:07:00.005+07:00

WAAAA its been a long time.

UAW you know, I've been so busy with my team dance. we have to perform for the opening of my school's event, LABRASCO (which was this afternoon) so i was very relieved. Then suddenly my ex senior (ws) and the guys from basketball team told us that we have to perform (again) in Bulungan tomorrow. And we haven't prepared anything. So we decided to use the same moves.

it was great today. i really, really miss dancing in front of people, getting a lot of attention and hearing they were bawling, and after everything well done, anyone yelled "oh my god your dancing was pretty sexy!" that's why i loveeeeee dancing.

my seniors and my friends actually took our pictures. One of my seniors, he took my picture closely while i was dancing. ah, my face must be shitter than horseface. I'll get them then show you soon!

phew! I'm exhausted guys, i gotta go to my holly bed! bye.

pretty solid now

2009-02-01T23:32:00.007+07:00

today i did a little shopping with both of my brothers and my cousin, i bought two fabulous bags hihihi you really really will envy hahaha aaaaaand tomorrow! i will be going to Jogja with all of my schoolmates, i mean eleventh grade only. so it would be great! i haven't prepare anything ha ha i am so tired! but i will bring a lot of snacks hehehe hey and I'm pretty solid now, if i said i was broken yesterday, but noooow I've forgot that entire sadness! and that's how shopping works on a girl :) and I've changed my braces pieces into turquoise! I'll get the picture soon after i back from jogja.

worse saturday

2009-02-01T23:15:00.005+07:00

January 31st, 2009

i recently attended Galaxee Travenous, which is Pembangunan Jaya Junior High's event. well i met a lot of my friends there and they were amazing, i miss them a bunch! the show wasn't too bad but it was quite boring.

the guess stars were have same sense of music yeah something like hardcore. and everybody was like fought each other while the band was showed. and i don't even like how they scream, i think its really annoying (for me) but but but it depends with the song, the band and all of the stuffs around. right?

then i met someone, and it was hit me like a big yellow school bus. it was really, really tore my heart. it was wound me. uh, i don't know.......... i don't even want to bethink about it. it just makes me sad whenever i remember it.

it was rainy there. so we were stucknand it was really stuffy. then finally we watched the bands from a place far away from the stage. arr and it was obviously uncool!

and the worse, i didn't take any pictures. i forgot to bring my camera. and it was my bad. haaaaaah i'm exhausted anyway and surely need my bed. byeeeee!

short

2009-01-29T00:39:00.012+07:00

math oh math, I've been stressing with this one. i will be having a math test tomorrow morning and I'm not good at it so I'm trying to study hardly but it still not worth it. ah just goodbye math! so posting a blog is waaaay better than math hahaha

this afternoon, i went to my sewing course hi hi hi i met my teacher again, yes Bu Annis and you know i really, really miss her. we haven't been touch for a long time, she was back to her family in Jogja and she got back here again, yeah finally. And when finally we met, she just shocked and screamed "elleeeeeeen? are you ellen? what!" hahaha she said i got so different, and happily she couldnt stop said "how beautiful are you now! and you are wearing braces huh? but still beautiful" ah she just made my day haha. and i started with made a conversation with her about my sewing course, i just forget all of the pattern bla bla bla but i love sewing so its gonna be easy for me :)

one more, you know guys, i've made a deviantart account hihi i know i know i'm an amateur so it was a bit puzzled but i certainly got it now. so you can watch mine ; http://ellenbanana.deviantart.com they just a few photos of me and i'm not take it too seriously. and let me show you some of them.

and i also put my brothers pictures, they're very funny when i tried to took their pics, mostly josua, he always realizes when i just want to take his pics. ah what a narcism.

and now i'm craving a dlsr, oh gee i really, really want it. and i will save my money and buy this one soooooon even i know it would take a long time (i'm a dummy about saving money)

but i have ordered it to josua (my brother) he said in china you can get dlsr at low price. so its really a good news!

my saturday life

2009-01-19T00:19:00.003+07:00

hem...............sorry for not writing for quite long time. i have lots of lots things to say today.

firstly about my nyose which is my old brother that has been home since January 12Th. when we met, i spontaneously hug him tightly. i was really missed him. and he looked so surprise with me. he said "oh my god ellen, you are soooo skinnier" hahaha hurray! yeah and he couldn't stop telling us about his other-life in china.

he got so different anyway, he cut his hair, his complexion looks way brighter and i almost couldn't recognize him. trust me, he looks more handsome and mature. it makes me love him more and more.

and last Saturday night i went to zefanya's seventeenth birthday. and it was great, there were my schoolmates and we took a lot of pictures.

after attended zefanya's party i and my friends went to a mall near the party's happened. and i met kak rechy (he was awesome that night) and the others were my brother's ex schoolmates. they were insane, they did some psycho-freak-jokes and i just could watch and laugh. ah, and there was my ex, keating. we just said hello and goodbye. but i knew when kak ucil yelled "anak kecil dadaaaaah" keating secretly looked at me hahahaha.

and at the parking's kak rechy said "udah nyos, ellen sama gue aja biar gue yang anterin" it was really, really made me blushed. but josua was a huge moron that night, he didn't allow me. errrrrr!

after we did some toss, we went back home.

and that night i went to my best friend's house (ardi) and i met his sister, she is..............hmmm yes a very, very beautiful goddess i swear.

it was just a fierce night!

dufan

2008-12-22T22:54:00.002+07:00

ardi, me, adit, syanice, vian, anggy, djenar, mosa

bravery gutter snipes

daredevil kids

i and some of my schoolmates went to Dufan on last Monday. we did so much fun there. oh, and we also invited some guys from another school (which is Rici senior high)

that photos above were taken at ancol beach, we came early so we went there first and the weather was windy and cloudy at the moment :) that's the way our hair extremely blew up

shit-brain

arung jeram was completely got us wet

the chicks

and i was a little bit envy with anyone who was brought their own boyfriend or girlfriend. it would be great and my heart would be full if i did the same. but the fact is I'm not dating someone yet. HARSH!

so i was desperately catch a cold there, it was started rainy when i just had tornado to played. and everybody was screamed loudly and i couldn't stop yell "OH NO! I'M WET! I'M WET!" hahaha i just hate being wet. but it was fun and terrifying hmmm i love dufan. it sounds kinda perfect stranger, right?

and we were finished at about 6 p.m and almost all of us got sick. haha we were pallor just like a rotten tomato. but it was fun!

my delicious birthday boy

2008-12-22T00:08:00.003+07:00

yesterday was my brother's birthday. there was no party, no celebrating even surprise party like a year ago. because he is now living abroad in another far away country (Cina, Beijing) so i had waited to utter him a blessing birthday with a little surprise, when we were IM-ing. he is much much much more mature and upgraded now.

oh ya, by the way he will be here on next week so i plan to surprise him (which i know, he is annoyed about surprise) so I'd love to invite his friends and pick his up at the airport. and he will be surprised. because he told me not to tell anyone that he will back here next week, and sory my brother, i will. he gonna sue me.

i really cant wait to meet him again, I've been missing him, my buffalo. and i really really will to hug him tightly! i cant stop imagine, how tall is he, how fat, how weird with his new language, how how and how! yeah you know, we are so much close. we shared a lot of fun, laughs, love stories, punches, and even shirts.

my vomit, enjoy!

2008-12-20T23:40:00.001+07:00

OH SHOOOOOOOOT! I LOST MY CELL PHONE TODAY

for Gods sake, i curse who was stolen my cell phone! i wish she or he turn into a gooky stinky horrible FROG!

hommmm..............ummm.........

yeah i was desperately fed up today, of course! my cell phone was lost and i have no clue WHERE IS IT! oh gee, i lost almost all of my contacts, my friends phone number, and that's my brother gift for me. how cruel.

this is not the first time for me actually (i had lost my old cell phone several months ago) i know i am the most careless ever. and finally i just cant stop crying all day long.
HEY YOU THE THIEF OF MY CELL PHONE, I WOULD LOVE TO KICK YOUR BUTT DEAR!

christmas

2008-12-20T23:16:00.002+07:00

PS: i must be written these down several days ago (thursday excactly) but i was engaged in some problems so i wrote these today i went to Christmas eve in my school last night. wow i was very excited because i would meet my friends again. so i dressed well, add a little blush and a little lip gloss and pssst..........i stole a squirt of my mommy's perfume hihihi (not just a squirt actually) mommy always says i am coquettish but she encourages me also. this is the first time for my senior high to throw a Christmas eve in the evening, so i was very glad.

fenny vian ardi had waited for me in the front of entry school when i just arrived. how cool to met them again. the eve was great and fun, i sat at the back row, and rama (one of the funniest alien in my school) sat behind me.

he just couldnt stop do so many awkward and silly things with his funny face and because he can not spell R like spell his own name "Lama" hahahahaha

so i had a very funny Christmas eve last night. we also took some pictures, ardi did it. so the pictures were in ardi and i couldnt upload them here.

after the eve was finished i had met my friends and wished them a merry Christmas (it was not December 25 though) until i forgot that i had to be in church on 8 p.m to completed the rehearsal for my sidi. and i was late huh i always being late. after the rehearsal was over, my friends invited me to MC Donald's. they wanted to share me a super-major-hot-gossip hahaha and girls always love gossips, eh?

so i came to MC Donald's bsd, wow there were a lot of my schoolmates, and the boys were had their dinner in the front of the restaurant. hahaha what a creep! but wait, there was a person that i didn't want to meet (part of the gossip topic) yeah like "did i invite you to my BBQ?", "then why are you all up in my grill hah?" hahaha. so we couldn't share the gossip huh! i and ardi had bought burger and ice cream when the waiter offered us to joined the extrapolate. it sounds a little bit mystic though haha but that might be cool. and we were in number four list.

when our turn, all of us came up to the table (we were the most noisy and annoying guests i guess hahaha) there was a guy that would try to analyze our future and our problems in love life. so i went first. he told me to shuffled the cards then thought a guy that i like. after that he wanted me took seven cards randomly. oh i kept my fingers crossed.

"oh UNFORTUNATELY it's difficult baby, this guy is not for you" WHAAAAAAT it was A-bomb (of course he is for me) "he is in progress with another girl from another school. he likes you, he really likes you actually but you have to struggle hardly" i bowed, and kept quite, no way! he is so fit in me.

first post

2008-12-18T02:30:00.000+07:00

well, i don't even know how to use a blog actually. my friend told me about making a blog, and i interested so i made one. She said that just write everything happen to you on that day yeah like making a diary but not that dramatic haha. It's quite complicated me in the beginning. So this is my first post.....................